We met. We loved. He told me he wanted to marry me. He cheated. He lied. I  went crazy. Stayed with him. Why? I don’t know.  Well, maybe. I actually loved him. He lied. He cheated. AGAIN. I became an entrusting bitch. Went through hell for another year. I broke up with him.

Now, he says he doesn’t love me and I’m dead to him.  Why?  Because I’m telling him every last thing I thought about him and it’s the truth. He tried to turn it around on ME. That I was crazy for no reason. That I was a bad person and I tried SO FUCKING HARD thinking that it would be worth it. Thinking that love was something worth fighting for.  I had never tried so hard for something. That fucking bastard.

He can’t face the truth. He can’t admit that he lied and cheated and was abusive and did horrible things that I never told anyone about.  Maybe I was too in love to tell. Maybe I was too ashamed. Your name is poison to my lips.

I’ve never hated anyone more in my life.

Being in love with someone who does not feel the same way as you do. It’s not a problem - you can fix those, this is almost like “it’s raining outside” - just have to deal. Objective advice: If someone doesn’t feel the same way as you do - walk off. Don’t even give them the privilege of friendship because you’ll suck yourself back into the delusion. Do things for yourself, keep busy, bury yourself in work and keep searching for what you really want and need.

where do broken hearts go? can they find their way home?

I think a lot of men who dump women will come back confused and wanting to talk when they get horny. You’ll think he wants you again and he’ll say almost anything to get a half-naked woman completely naked. He may genuinely think he’s confused, but he’s confused with lust.
The greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain.
I’ve been waiting for good news since you left, a little piece of my heart’s been pounding out of my chest. We’re all waiting for good news, aren’t we now?
It was like she was only there when it was convenient for him; like she was the gas station no one ever visited unless their tank was coming up on empty. Yeah, there were days when she hated him and there were days when she was head over heels, too. But none of those days mattered, because she could never have him no matter how hard she fell.
overrated:

That’s what I do , it works for me most of the time but then nobody can beat the help of your family & friends.

overrated:

That’s what I do , it works for me most of the time but then nobody can beat the help of your family & friends.

There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn’t expect you to understand that, or even believe it, but trust me, there are some loves that don’t go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky enough to end up with somebody who has a little of that insanity. Someone who never lets go. Someone who cherishes you forever.
Please stop rushing things. Just let everything fall into place by itself. If it’s meant to happen, it will. There’s no need to be in a hurry. If it’s worth much to you, then it should be worth the wait.